Hello again beloved Followers,
Long time no see. Sorry for the hiatus, but since recovering from this thing called post college fuckerupery I’ve been a bit busy, to say the least…

So quick updates, I am currently working for this federally funded program that’s technically a tutoring service, but it is far more than that, this company called Avanza or Extreme learning, Inc. goes around low income school districts and provide free tutoring as well as (wait for it) free DELL laptos with a wireless modem, bridging the gap between the “oh I’ve had this model since 2010 so I wanna upgrade to the 5… what was that you’ve never owned a smart phone… oh well… yeah… I’ve had one since like forever” and the “mom, I m going to the library to use their computer so I can do an online application for both college and a job…”
yeah… also I am currently taking any and all literature that deal with “diversity” I am putting together a sort of manual for the AEOE, California Association for Environmental and Outdoor Education. So any and all ideas to which to train adults working in the field as well exercises designed to look like games for the 5-7th graders we deal with on a daily basis that would be awesome :)
oh and yes, let us not forget the rant section of this, BTW, feel free to skip this part and simply move on, cuz this is my RANT
yes, I wanted to Rant but before I did I just wanted to give a quick update for those that wants its :)
RANT: what the hell people with extreme insecurities?! Not everything is a fucking pissing contest (to you yes) but it doesn’t have to be, there will always be someone better than you at some point (minus those damn sexy Olympians… they will always be better than you)

Living life where one must “prove” his or her “betterness” just makes me think how much “bitterness” that person actually has… and I’m sorry if I come off as a bit pretentious, I am, and I am well aware of it, but really, the only ones that my pretentiousness affects are those whose insecurities are shot. Yes I have a bit of vocabulary on me (college does that), yes I look down on ignorance (Diverse like minded passionate individuals made me that way) and yes I am very exclusive to whom I open up to (Life made it that way), but to try and compete with me… I say to thee don’t. Not because you will loose, but because its going to piss you off when you “win” and Idgaf… cuz I wasn’t even playing and your satisfaction will not be quenched, oh and It will get you even more irritated when you start keeping track, because will only see the losses and ignore your wins, this how insecurities work yo.
Welp that is all and again thank you for following my random rants and if you like these and other rants like it feel free to reblog and or comment (which is reblogging the commenting below…). K bye for now :)